Mr. porter talks abt Proof,em and D12

Mr. Porter wrote this in his blog in myspace, its very emotional:


okay today is the beggining of the rest of my life i dont be writing blogs ever so this is a sign of new life. usally im too my self wait...theres another sign cause i usally dont spell usally wright any way...lets see Proof gone Dilla Gone...my grand ma ma ,,,and my grand dad...then 2 days ago my homie pimp c dies...bun b love u my dude .....i only can imagine the pain because i still shed tears for P and Dilla ,,,,i am a product of alot of teaching near death exsperiances and a house hold with both parents that sometimes seem disfuctional but so normal ,,,im part of one of a group that has been through alot together so much that it has torn us apart in our hearts and minds...and emotionaly ...Dr Dre i love u u gave me a shot i aint let u down yet ....today is the beggining of Mr Porters story this is the the part in the movie where the music starts to lead to a big scene a scene where the audiance feels like they are part of the movie ...like when neo got of the floor from being shot in the chest by smith the agent ,,,and puts his hand up..realizing he has the power to do what he pleases this is it....i am no longer gonna sit and whatch im goin to play ball im gonne shot the shoot beliving in my J ...this is what ive beeen waiting for to feel like feel now ...alive ...alive ALIVE AGAIN I LOVE U PROOF FOR ALWAYS TESTIN ME I LOVE U FOR SEEING WHAT I DIDNT SEE ...DILLA UR INFLUENCE IS THE BEST MEDICINE UR FIGHT FOR LIFE AND UR AMBITION TO WIN IS MY DRIVE...I WILL LOOK OF FOR MA DUKES AS MUCH AS I CAN...SHE IS IN GOOD HANDS DRE...I COULD ALWAYS ASK U FOR HELP BUT U KNOW I WOULDNT I AM THE MAN TO CARRY THAT BEAT IN THE BACK OF THAT TRUCK RATTLING THE FUCKIN TRUCK,I HOPE I CAN CONTINUE TO BE AN INSPIRATION FOR U AS U R FOR ME WHEN U DECIDE U HAD ENOUGH KNOW UR TEACHINGS WILL GO ON THROUGH ME ,,IM THE ***** FOR THE JOB....THIS IS MY PROMISE TO ME AND MY FALLEN FRIENDS TO THE ONES THAT ARE STILL HERE REJOICE THAT GOD HAS LET US LIVE ON...FUCK MODEST IM THE SHIT...THESE *****S BETTER MOVE OR IM KNOCKIN THEM THE FUCK OUT
,,,TO EM AND D12 I LOVE U ALWAYS MY DUDES I AINT WITH HOW THE BUISNESS WENT AND THATS JUST BEING HONEST IF U ALL CANT SEE THE WRONG IN IT THEN I PRAY FOR U...EM U R ONE OF THE BEST EVER...TRAGEDY HAS STRUCK IT IS TIME TO GET UP AND MOVE ...UR HEART IS BIG AND IT HURTS WORST WHEN ITS THAT WAY...U CANT SAVE THE WORLD ,,,IM THE SAME WAY THATS WHY WE CLASH SOMTIMES WE BELIVE IN THE DO IT YOURSELF MIND FRAME SO MUCH THAT WE FORGET WHO REALLY CARES I CARE U NEVER HAVE TO GIVE ME ANYTHING THATS WHY I DONT ASK CAUSE ALL U EVER HAD TO DO WAS LET ME SLEEP ON YOUR COUCH AND MAKE BEATS AT UR CRIB SEE THAT DAY I KNEW U WERE A FRIEND NOT THE DAY U WENT PLATINUM NOT THE DAY U WENT DIAMOND THAT DAY ...I AM UR FRIEND FOREVER ..AND FAN .D12 FOR LIFE LETS DO THIS ALBUM FOR PROOF WE OWE IT TO HIM AND BUGS I LOVE ALL WHO SUPPORT ME AND WHO DONT...IMMA WIN ANY MUTHA FUCKIN WAY ..08 IS MINE I MEAN THAT SHIT ALL DAY